yo ! pay attention coz i aint playing.

i dont respect you. despite our age difference, i find your maturity level way below mine and my bitches. could you stop acting like youre in high school and stop wasting away the last moments of your twenties? freaking grow some balls and man up to your mistakes. stop messing around and getting into people's heads. stop making decent people care for you. stop being shitty. obviously people are right to say age means nothing. because a decade means nothing and i dont respect you.

you had better quit it and stop lying. maybe some people care too much about you and are too nice to burst your little fucked up bubble. but i certainly am not. im giving you a time limit to take care of this shit by yourself. or else, i will.

peace. it was so nice to meet you and put a face to all the horrendous stories.

finding your way to the missing jigsaw?

so i've heard. you came to kl for a custom made doormat
it's not as if you havent left one at perth before
& you still think you would get the same one by gng up north?


THINK AGAIN.

Heard that you're coming, be careful because I'm watching.

Yea you!

(Fist) no pressure :)

Behind Closed Doors, I Could Be Whoever I Wanna Be

Trying to be brave and strong when you're feeling anything but is more difficult than anybody knows until they try it.

It is telling yourself not to cry over and over while you sob uncontrollably. It is walking fast and keeping constantly on the move so you don't think, but the breakdown you are running from is always right behind you, so close no matter how fast you run. It is hugging yourself tightly in the shower as you pretend that the water running down your face is not salty.

It is being so tired of fighting that you escape into oblivion. It is wanting and not having. It is the headache you get from crying too hard. It is smiling with the smile of a portrait and hoping nobody sees you shattering into pieces.


It is what you do because you have to.

So far

Enjoying home sweet home with the people i love most. Just chilling and not worrying abt anything. I am enjoying life so far. I appreciate every little moment back here bcuz i know moments like this wont last forever. I'm greatful and utterly thankful to be back home.

Everything is over and done. well almost.

I hope i'll be better off somehow, someday.