if i reach out to you, will you let go again?

life isn't a dream. i miss my rose tinted glasses. can i got back to simpler times? can we all go play play-doh together and make nice?

exams suck. lets go get married and live happily ever after instead.

oh wait, currently i cant do that genuinely. im tired of biting my tongue and being strong. when will my tongue start bleeding from all this biting i wonder. maybe im transferring my frustration and aiming it at others, but really. i needed your shoulder, a shoulder. no worries, ive got two shoulders of my own.

its time to plaster on a smile again and control myself. hi accounting, have you missed me? you have? wish i could say the same.