To go with the flow, to go against the flow?

soo confused. i dont know what to do. i've got no clue. whatsoever. But well, at least im not the fool. Im no one's fool.

'Once a match is struck, it flares up. You blow it out as quick as you can, but the dark soot remains there, smearing your fingertips a nasty black, a reminder of all that you have done'

so.fuck off loser.