Make Ends Meet.

I got my results this Monday and believe me it was not a very pleasant experience breaking down the news for my parents.

I wouldn't blame them of course, since I'm aspiring to get into medicine, I should be performing at my best and scoring well for all my core subjects the least.

Chemistry Bearable,
Mathematics Crap (WTF I COULD DEF DO BETTER, i mean COME ON ITS MATHS. URGHH mentally killing myself), Physics Chagrin of what could have been

Honestly, I'm disappointed for my cannot make it grades simply based on the amount of effort I put in which was not much at all! So yeah, thats the grade I deserve. i might have disappeared from the web for a month, but its only A month, while people spend their entire 'one year, six months' working their asses off for this. i crammed up the little 3 months, patching up the party times (& i dont really party that often, do i?)

:(

oh well, how'd i wish i'm those hot clubbers who Aces exams. i'd be awesome then.

And I've really gotta stop making up excuses for stufff and just admit that I'm wrong and I will learn from my mistake. This is a good wake up call (as if i havent got enough of them?) and yes it's good motivation in the near future for future exams which seems like they're already looming threatheningly around the corner *puffs*.

I really don't want to disappoint my parents & most of all I don't want to take advantage of how much faith they have in me to achieve my dreams which I'm very apprehensive about..

yes so, semester 3 resolutions are :

*Nerd regularly in the library with my nerd buddy, Mel.
*Time manage efficiently so that I won't cram too much before the exams.
*Keep in touch with all my friends no matter where they are.