to my special you know who <3

if a guy is going to break your heart , he has to at least have the balls to watch your heart break. why should he be able to be blissfully ignorant while you are going through all the pain, suffering and tears because of your heart that is breaking due to his assholiness. he is not allowed to be a coward. he is to feel bad for his stupid actions. even though i dont like to let the guy see me being desperate, crying or whatever, i think you deserve the last say. even if you want to pretend to not care and be tough so he feels like a loser, then you should walk off with some smart comment AFTER having that final conversation. he cant pretend the topic is closed and expect to be able to be normal with you if he has yet to man up and face the situation. DARE HE ASK YOU WHY YOU DID NOT TURN UP?! he does not deserve your presence or your friendship. what kind of guy would leave you hanging like that? even if he cant do what you want and you already know it, he should have the decency to let you know and not leave you with question marks. stupid boys. so selfish. be strong baby i love you! x