everything i went through
i had to go through to get to you
maybe just maybe
all the headaches and heartaches
was just part of the journey to you
because without it
i wouldnt have been distracted enough
to ask you to walk me
i wouldnt have needed a knight in shining armor
to rescue me
i wouldnt have known what i was missing
to not have you with me
so maybe just maybe
we should be happy at how the cards were dealt
we should thank those we resent
we should take it all in and smile
because we have each other
and maybe just maybe
we always will
july 25th
you were my maybe
my definitely maybe.
but you got me thinking
maybe just maybe
you are my maybe not.
maybe i was a fool
maybe i was blind to the truth
maybe it was all pretend
or maybe i was just young
yet again
i hate that you play tennis. i hate your friend for asking you to play. i hate that i still have to wait for you. i hate that you went. i hate that you were grumpy. i hate that we didnt go. i hate that you went without me. i hate that i have yet to go. i hate your friend for taking you. i hate what you did. i hate what you said. i hate that you asked. i hate timelines. i hate the past. i hate the present. i hate the future. i hate how i feel. i hate my thoughts. i hate how my friends think differently of you. i hate work. i hate that im alone. i hate that i cant forget. i hate how it is now. i hate the distance. i hate that you cant turn back time. i hate that you cant fast forward your life. i hate that im slacking. i hate crying. i hate papercuts. i hate the cold. i hate that i cant sleep.
hate is a strong word. so lets say dislike instead.
im sorry for stealing colours. i dont feel like saying its me. but i think you know who it is.
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