The Bigest Choice of My Life...

There is something in my brain which is forcing me to choose 2 bigest paths of my life. Despite myself not being a study material, I'm now only left with two choices.

1. Try my best in studying for my final RESIT for 3 papers and if I pass I'll continue studying and if I fail, I will stop studying and keep on working..

Being an employee has made me realise alot of stuff about the social network and the market. I've suddenly realised that in order for a person to survive in the business world, one has to have enough experience. Its not just always about the CERTIFICATE from which BOMbastic University.

I seriously cant make up my mind.

I clearly know myself for not being a study person but I know my mum would like to see me graduate like my brother but what can I do?

I've asked myself this question whenever I'm out of work during my off periods.

My salary now is actually not what a fresh graduate will be able to get and it has actually exceeds the salary of what a normal manager could get.

I cant find the reason for studying for another 3 years and come out getting 2k + and i have to work like shit for several years to only get a simple promotion which has an additional 1 or 2k in salary.

But I think again, is it always about the salary or its about the social thought of a UNIVERSITY GRADUATE who actually has a CERT?

Will big companies neglct those who has no degree CERTIFICATE and only accept those who have one?

If its so, why university graduates have difficulties in looking for a job in the working world nowadays.

The truth is, alot of bosses have only studied till high school and they can already be better than those who graduated from a university.

I dont know about the SCIENCE world but in the business world, its always about experience.

My boss had only studied till diploma and his salary is already reaching to what a CEO of a company is getting.

My brain is playing games with me now and had left me with no choice.

Worst come to worst is if I fail this time, I'll just go out and study a Finance or a Marketing Diploma and that is all.

Tell me what should I do guys!! I'm really confused..I dont know if my decision will dissapoint my MoTHER!!!I cant let myself see her sad because of me!!

My DAD. HE says that if i cannot study I should just come out and work LOL!

~keiron signing off~