Somewhere In Between

confused. give me a sign?

the art of losing is not hard to master; so many things seen filled with the intent to be lost that their loss is no disaster. Lose something everyday. Accept the fluster of loss is no disaster. Lose something everyday. Accept the fluster of lost door keys, the hour badly spent, the darkened past . the art of losing isn't hard to master innit?

i guess i dont know alot of things now.
things might change..things which is so wrong, it's right?
what if.. i change my mind?
i would end up hate myself for being so contradicting & be just like YOU.

with much overused 'might' & 'maybe' <3
of glam, rock & soul
Carm

i want to be the best ainessa possible. 

dont you want to be the best version of yourself?

how many of us are not living life the way we should be? 

ps: mk, maybe youre at the edit html place instead of compose, i got colours and fonts :) 

breakeven not

'You can do the right things for selfish reasons
You can do the wrong thing with good intentions
And sometimes when people screw up and do bad things, does that mean they are bad people?
To hold so steadfastly to a belief only to have it shattered in a moment of clarity

Now you know dreams don't come true, and even if they do, they don't always stay true'

They say if god get you into this, he will get you through this.
How true is this?



you ask me to choose my path, even thought there's nothing much left to choose from..

and so i will give up this fight.






emkay

No surprise -Daughtry

'It came out like a river once I let it out
When I thought that I wouldn't know how
Held onto it forever just pushing it down
Felt so good to let go of it now
Not wrapping this in ribbons
Shouldn't have to give a reason why'

XoXO,
emkay

p/s- what the sas wehhh what happened to the blordy blog? Why kenot put colours anymore and why kenot change the font already?? FIX THIS CARMEN LIM!!!!!!!!!!

To the one and only BITCH*ELLE WONG SOOK KING

HEYY WOMANNN!! HAPPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAYYYYYY=)
WOishhhhh 19 already...dun everyday gooo clubbing laaa hou sam!!! Sayyy 'turned over a new leave?' MANA ADAAAAAAAAAA tryingg to con BANU NOWW laa???????

I misss you soo much laa.. i hope u got my bomb??? PLEASE OR I WILL KILL EVERY MALAYSIAN POSTMEN I SEE WHEN I COME HOME.....


So on an ending note, hope ure enjoying urself right now baby!




love love
emkay=)

cupcakes

sometimes the sun

smiles upon us

ness

overloading of abusive thoughts

“Better by far, you should forget and smile; than you should remember and be sad.”

how has your thoughts been treating you lately?

7 things

• i absolutely think being gay is not a problem
• i want to go to the beach eventhough its winter here now
• a week from now i'll be having my holidays!!
• i absolutely miss you bitches veryyy veryyy much
• i heard keiron is in hong kong?
• I wonder if the little piece of paper that we stuck on the wall of c27 is still there? The one we label everyone according to our heights.
• Had a really good long catchup session with 'ss' LIM KAH MUN ystd=)

you took my love

Rihanna - Hatin' On The Club lyrics

Now this be the last time you did me wrong
No more laying up in your arms
No calling, saying you want me back
I'm packing my bags, what you think about that?

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But Tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, y'all kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

And you can be mad at me all you want
I ain't coming in, I'll be waiting out front
Coming out the door with your girlfriend
You did me wrong boy tell me where our love went

Stayed at home like a good girl do
But Tonight baby you got me sad and blue
I just heard about the girl in your car, y'all kissing at the bar
Got me crying

[Chorus:]
Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love
Now you got me like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Why'd you have to take my love
Whoahh

Now this is the sound of a broken heart
There's only one reason why we're apart
She never woulda made it to your car
If it wasn't for the club, I'd still have my love
We would still have us
I'd still have my love
We would still have us

But now we're like whoahhhh

Ohhh, you got me hatin' on the club
'Cause you took my love
Oh you took my love

But now, now we're like whoahhh
You got me hatin' on the club
You took my love
Oh you took my love



Lyrics | Rihanna lyrics - Hatin' On The Club lyrics

super in love with this song now=_

im suppose to be studyinggggg awmaigodddddddd..

Carrot Cake

as u all know, i have a fetish for carrot cake..*its even going to be my future wedding cake*
So today, i saw carrot cake in the local supermarket, i was like GODSSSS I MUST BUY IT LAAAA. Its been soooo long since ive eaten carrot cake. But then i cudnt figure out what the price of that cake was,..there wasnt any label or anything. There was a stupid label that said $9.49 for Tiramisu cake..but no labelfor carrot cake..geezzz..so i assumed its the same price la..$9.49. Damn ex la.but heck it,, i kenot NOT buy the carrot cake...

Okay so the main point...This is exactly how life works. You dont know what's the price but u still go for it because it makes u happy and its wat you want. No matter what the price is, u're ready to pay for it becuz it makes u happy.

I dont know what im writting. But this particular fren of mine told me the rationale behind this and it did make sense to me at that point.

hehhh?


okay i know if kei is reading this he'll sayyy WATTAAHARGHHHH!!???

do you know?

how do you know if youre going to regret things? you dont.

how do you know if its going to work out the way you want? you dont.

how do you know if you should change things or not? you dont.

since you dont know if you will regret things and you dont know if it will work out the way you want, obviously you dont know if you should change things or not.

conclusion, i know that i dont know a lot of things.