on another note. i really like the city. as the most blur person when it comes to directions and shit, i actually know how to get to places without getting lost. and ive only been here one week. its real easy and they have a really good public transport system. and the thing abt all these other major cities, its all so well planned out, all in a grid and stuff, like new york. no way kl would ever be like that. they dont have the foresight or the smarts to actually think up something so detailed and clever.
anyhoo, im losing my point! haha. point is, i like it and i may just survive!:P
one downer though, its not even winter and i wouldve freezed my balls off if i had any. serious seriously. in just one week, ive experienced from really hot, to really wet, to really cold. how will one know what to wear in the morning? crazy.
another thing that i see everywhere is couples. being happy. being together. being free. just reminding me every second that i wont be like them very soon. ive had a little taste of what it might be like here and there are the cons. i know i have to try and believe. and i will and i do. but i just so many reservations about things. i dont why. and i know that if i had things they way i wanted, it wouldnt be how i wanted at all. so is it just a lose lose situation? sometimes i feel so optimistic about things, full of hope and happiness. but most of the other times, i try to stop being so naive and young and stupid and childish. i contradict myself a billion times in my own thoughts. whatever screw this. i cant do anything. just go with the flow?
in a few blinks, its all over. why do we bother?
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