Suppose this fight just disappeared.

have i always been not taken seriously & ONLY NOW that painful realization hits me? ainene thinks i've got a clown face hmph! so, yea. i'm pissed at being made fun of almost all the time, this bothers me. i really wish that humans could be shark-baits. it'll only then, do all the justice for all the delicious sharkfin soups we've had to fill our tummies. in a way, we could give something back to the jaws by just, feeding mansluts to sharks. dont u think so?

but yea, honestly honestly speaking? have i not earned to be taken seriously at vital times? i mean, there is a point that i dont giggle & make lame comments. that's the time when i'm being dead serious; like a surgeon about to make an incision, a judge about to put someone in jail or free them. so, comment on this, even in this post, me no mind!

sometimes i wish i'm more like ling. when she's mad at the world. people all takes notice, they would know to never try to stand in her way. or they could just be like CHAN CHUNG TSANG - the bullet proof shield to gladly take all her bombings that fires only his way.

realization; coming to understand something clearly and distinctly, making real or giving the appearance of reality, something that is made real or concrete

Confession # 1: I don't let people see me cry. Ever. Very few people can attest to ever having seen me cry before. As in actual tears, break down, the works. So when I turn away from you, when I shout and scream at you, or when I don't speak to you at all... its only to stop the tears.

Who can decide what they dream?
And dream I do.
I believe in you;
I'll give up everything just to find you.

<3